I appreciate what I have because of it.
I let things slide off my back and rarely let negativity affect me for too long.
My journey to where I am now has been a long one,
lots of going back and forth
Running away from who has been there for me always.
This is who I am now though, a follower of Christ.
Far from perfect.
I am still sarcastic
I still use foul language on occasion
There are times when I feel like doing nothing but complaining and shutting out the world
Because I am human too. But, I feel a great joy within me. I feel myself growing into who I am meant to be without losing who I am.
My children are my focus, learning to love being what I never thought I'd be - a mother. Most days I fail horribly, but praying that it's not so bad that my kids become horrible people because of it. So far, I think I'm doing a pretty darn good job.
I am a mother of two beautiful children, starting all over again. I'm on a journey - trying to learn to balance my spiritual self with my wild child, failing miserably quite often. I've decided to share my blog in hopes of maybe helping someone else see how life can be crazy, unexpected, tragic and still be joyful, peaceful and full of love.