Can I tell you how happy I am right now?
It's been maybe 3 weeks since I wrote about the possibility of having my financial situation change due to my ex-husband's job not going so well (see Casting My Worries Aside). Long story short, he was feeling like the entire company would possibly be shutting down for good by the end of the year.
I have been working on letting go of all those voices and demons that tell me that things will be difficult, that I can't handle things on my own, but didn't know how well I was really succeeding at that. I was confused about my own feels since I didn't seem to be worried about it. I didn't know if it was a true faith in God or if I was just in total denial. Well, after several weeks, I began to realize that I was not in denial and I did have faith that God would see me through this - and boy did He. Not only is my ex husband's company not closing down, but his hours are not getting cut (again) and they will have steady work for at least 6 months if not a year. Great news in this economy, especially for a company in the construction industry.
But, I think I am mostly just really happy that I didn't allow myself to stress about it. I told God that I had faith in His plan and would do my best to abide by His wishes. Easy to say when things go how you would like, I know, but still I am happy.
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